So here I am.

Tue, 16 Nov 2004 00:25:44 GMT

So I started an online journal. What for? Good question. Kinda like talking to myself, at least for now, but hey, I really do enjoy that from time to time. Guarantees me smart answers. But well, I really need to get rid of this games addiction. I can't spent all my free time playing football games on my laptop. It's frustrating and I know I'll kick the software anyway once my team sucks again. And if not gaming, what other options have I left? Browsing my fansites or googling myself just to learn I knocked up some starlet I never met or am back in rehab while I'm, what, sitting in a hotel room drinking coffee? Fucking crazy world out there, I tell you.

But I guess you all know that and that's probably the reason I'm here, talking to people who play in the same league, who know what it's like. My very last relationship failed, I tried the 'dating normal people' thing once more. It just doesn't work, it never did and probably never will. And so these 'normal', non-famous people complain that celebreties only stick to themselves, well, at least we know what it's like. The others don't. I realize this sounds as if I think I'm something special. I am not. There are days I envy those who go to work without having to fight off paparazzi, who can enjoy a nice dinner with friends without being linked to half of them, who can just live.

Instead, my life looks like this right now: one album finished, it's yesterday's work for me, yet there's still so much promotion stuff to do while all I want to do is move on. Work more on the new stuff. But no, can't do that. I'm Robbie Williams, so I'm here in Mexico, doing the dreaded promo work. Argentinia next weekend. But as soon as that's done, I'll be back in L.A. for a bit - finally.

Know what? Forget the whining I posted above. Hey, I'm fucking lucky, after all. I'm rich, I'm famous and I'm getting laid whenever I want - seriously, what's to complain about?

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I was trying to be misunderstood

So here I am.